Archive for May, 2004

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Today is no better. What is this…am I manic depressive? Or…whatever they’re calling it these days. Well, whatever it is…the way I feel is just bullshit. I hate emotion. I despise feeling. I despise yearning, or hurting…and I loathe joy and happiness as much because of the contrast they create with these other hellish moods, [...]

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I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. -Tool, “Sober” Some days, that’s precisely [...]

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I do so like it when a gig goes well. A last-minute one. Yes, she who has complained of last minute calls to come dance…has danced at the last minute. Well, I had nothing better to do. And I’m certainly glad I did. The restaurant had a band, and the restaurant wanted a dancer WITH [...]

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Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel Username? Your Love Is… Sweet During Lovemaking You Act… Like a river, very refreshing Your Partner Is… Your best friend Your Partner Has Said That You… Are a great lover Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote. “I love your lips” Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! GO ME!

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A new addiction! For a few minutes anyway…. Your True Nature by llScorpiusll Username The quality that most appeals to you: Spiritual Advancement In a survival situation, you: Cleverly trick your attacker Your hidden talent is: Resourcefulness Your gift is: Vast knowledge In groups, you: Work for a common goal Your best quality is: Your [...]

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What kind of Vampire would you be? by bastardlove What is your real name? What is your sex? Bloodline- Ancient Pure Blood Clan- Nosferatu,Oldest Vampire Clan Age- 200 Bloodlust- Blood thirsty, 900+ kills Style- Victorian, wig head. Dark gift- Mind control Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Great. So I’d make an UGLY vampire. Fab.

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“Sometimes I feel as though there’s this hidden country inside me, a landscape that’s going to remain forever unexplored because I can’t make a normal connection with another human being, with someone who might map it out for me. It’s my land, it belongs to me, but I’m denied access to it. The only way [...]

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WHY is it that people think a belly dancer sits around just waiting for someone to call them to come entertain for their party? If you were scheduling time with, say, your lawyer, would you call him or her the night before and say, “Hey…I need you at 10 a.m. tomorrow, oh, and try not [...]

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“Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.”Anais Nin, The Diary of Anais Nin, volume 4, 1944-1947 The above is a good reminder to not be neeeeeedy. I’m [...]