Joy Unconfined

So I awoke, again, somewhere around 2 a.m. I’m not sure, maybe a bit later, surely not much. I woke because I was frightened by what I was seeing. What I was seeing was everything (my dream world, whatever it happened to be at the time) suddenly merged into amorphous shapes all squished together… and [...]

And I feel… not good. I still have costumes that need altering, because they just aren’t fitting right, and I appear to be roughly the size of a house in them… I still have a giant styrofoam ball that has to look like a moon in two days, and I’m thinking that ain’t gonna happen… [...]

Not familiar to my waking life, but familiar in my dreams. I visit them over and over again as I wander the landscape of my subconscious, usually as an observer only, watching the inhabitants of these places play out the roles my tortured mind assigns them. They fade so quickly upon waking, but I still [...]

oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure

me: because why?me: because I’m a procrastinator e: You gotta be a pro at something. teehee And I am, that… a pro at procrastination

Not grumpy. Not angry. And I think I may have managed 8 hours of sleep… though… in pieces. Now… I’m sewing. And I turned on the TV while I was sewing… and WHAT did I see? It’s called an Itsy Bitsy Spiderman… It sings…it dances… it’s Tickle-Me Spidey! OMFG! WTF?! It hurts, mommy. It’s HURTING [...]

1. Height?? 5’5″ 2. Have you ever smoked drugs? No. Not interested. I don’t like being out of control. 3. Do you own a teddy bear? I do not. 4. Do you reminisce about high school a lot? Definitely not. 5. Do you get nervous before “meeting the parents”? Nope. 6. What do you think [...]

1) Which is more important in your ideal partner? Intelligence or good looks? Frankly… both. 2) Soda Pop: sweetened or diet? Neither. Water is good. 3) What would your ideal fortune cookie say? Nothing. It’s a cookie. I would eat it. The slip of paper inside it, however, might have printing on it. If there [...]

Well, at least it isn’t guilt anymore. Bitch session in progress. Leave now if you don’t want to experience it. Nope, definitely not guilt anymore. So, apparently, another promo opportunity came up to do stuff out at Riverpark this weekend and next. This was passed on to the rest of us in the group via [...]

Maybe because it’s raining. That doesn’t seem right, though. I generally love rain. Maybe I’m just exhausted. I’ve been averaging 5 hours of sleep nightly, or less, for several weeks now, for various reasons. That may take a toll that I don’t see… Maybe it’s because I’m failing every single class I have, and I [...]